Honestly.. Why is this so hard for me? To be honest I want him out of my life but I can’t.. He took my virginity maybe that’s why? I don’t know .. He doesn’t believe me half of time, he gets mad at me for the stupidest reasons, he always makes me depressed. Why can’t I let go?
This guy right here, I will always have some sort of feelings for him no matter what. We have our ups and downs but we always fight through them, we have the best times together. All we do is laugh when we’re together
My life sucks… I hate it I’ve been through so much . I cut myself all the Time i hurt by everyone I talk to . The guy I lost my virginity to he’s nothing to me anymore he doesn’t want anything to do with me anymore he’s wants to be friends with benefits which I don’t fall for that. He told me the day after we had sex he kinda liked someone else I bawled my eyes out for at least 2 hours I thought I really loved him but I guess he wasn’t the right one for me. He straight up used me for sex and I fell for that I fucked up my life by loosing my virginity at the age 13 years old & I’m in 7th grade. I didn’t know what to do when we got done I thought I would never fuck up my life like that. Me and him have been through so much we fight / argue every day almost I don’t care how much we fight I will always love him and always will mean something to me I don’t care If he will ever hate me at one point because I will ALWAYS love him .
I love you Coltin Cooper.
Me ? Letting you take my virginity was a choice I made I thought it wouldn’t get around school or anything did it? Yes I did now everyone calls me a hoe .. Maybe they are just jealous that they didn’t get any? I don’t know what to do I can’t keep letting them calling me a hoe? I did nothing to them for them to call me a hoe. They don’t know how I feel like right now, they don’t understand at all I hate my life so much I cry every night because of how I get treated at home or school it doesn’t matter how I get treated so many people dis on me and I’m so tired of it, literally I don’t know what I did to them for then to act like this.. I don’t know how to stop them, there’s nothing I can do about it.
